I am not welcome home b/c my mom think i was a mistake but i have?

people i call friends, we don't really talk and when i call them when i need to talk to someone they don't answer the phone or call back.


i wfeel like been curse.


no family who care about me.


no close friends.


i am a good girl, i don't party, i worked hard to finish high school and went to collge right after high school.


i love love my mom even she is not nice to me.


don't talk to her b/c she does want to hear it and even told me not to call, see my brothers and sister.


i live along.


i know that i will be fine one day.


i will do anything for the people i care about but i just don't know what is going on.


i am an attractive girl and i communicate with people very while.


it just that there is no one in my live.

I am not welcome home b/c my mom think i was a mistake but i have?
sounds too depressing for me
Reply:Don't be so hard on yourself,Your mom was a mistake if you ask me.I'm proud of you ,you can still hold your head up and ask for help when you need to.Chat with me?
Reply:My thought on your situation is you see the postive side of yourself and then it confuses you about the negative. This is a challenge you must deal with in life. My mother abandond me and my other sisters and then kicked us all out when we came back to live with her after she abandond us. Why? I think she is just selfish. There are people that love you and will love you and the ones that are sopposed to may not show it. If your mom cannot show it don't hate her because she is missing out your love. It sucks but there's many to love you and right back even if they are not your blood. I have issues expressing my love for fear of rejection. Try not to do the same thing.
Reply:i am really sorry to hear this. if you need someone to talk to you can email me or IM me.
Reply:I can not believe your mother calls you a mistake.
Reply:You sound pretty strong. Just keep your head up and you'll be fine.


I'm up for an internet pal if you really need someone.
Reply:You sound like a very smart pleasent young lady.I feel your mom is wrong to treat you this way.I also think that you need better friends.Try to make new friends where you work or go to school.Keep up the good work,,you are on the right path.Take care of yourself.I also grew up pretty much on my own with no help %26amp; at a young age.If you would like to be friends %26amp; e-mail me,,that would be cool.I resently moved to a country house %26amp; dont have friends here %26amp; the friends I did have ,,I let them go because they proved that they were not real or of good charactor.Better days are coming.
Reply:just be happy that u have ur health and get ur life stable and be happy. people dont make u happy ... u make yourself happy.
Reply:forget them all and live your life the best way you can.....
Reply:How sad.. in a way I am a little like you am different from other people i can only rely on my self and sometimes my mom I under stand how it fill to be alone in this crowded world
Reply:Go out and meet some new people, you don't need a bunch of friends anyway, all you need is one good one. Don't worry about others so much and try to enjoy your life, It will get better!! Merry Christmas to you
Reply:well when the world turn their back on you there's always one person that you can run to and that is God...turn to the Lord and all your troubles will go away.
Reply:Hello, it's Melly ! How are you ! I come from Paris and don't know why I'm here...
Reply:You sound like a very wonderful person. I will be glad to have you as a far-away friend. But, I can feel your pain. Hang in there. Maybe you shouldn't try very hard to please people. Sometimes, that works to your disadvantage. You have wonderful qualities, I am sure, and one day, other people will be seeking your friendship.
Reply:join a club so that you can meet some REAL good friends!!!!